Sinister Thoughts and Musings

Lost in your touch, scent, taste. Trembling as my hands slide down your body. Hands trembling as they feel your heat. It’s rolling from your skin in waves. Your scent, filling my head, filling my body. Making me ache to feel more, to touch more, and to taste more. It’s never enough. Not to satisfy the craving, to satisfy the need, or to satisfy the want. I am lost in you.

Lost in your touch, scent, taste. Trembling as my hands slide down your body. Hands trembling as they feel your heat. It’s rolling from your skin in waves. Your scent, filling my head, filling my body. Making me ache to feel more, to touch more, and to taste more. It’s never enough. Not to satisfy the craving, to satisfy the need, or to satisfy the want. I am lost in you.

The life in the breath slowly fades It gets smaller and weaker with each exhale The pain of each inhale becomes unbearably painful The remaining thumps of the heart They are slowing down Only a brief few remain A shell, that’s all that is left That inner light that shone so bright... Gone, it’s faded away, leaving just the shell But there is so much attachment to the shell The pains of watching the light fade Unbearable, the over whelming suffocation of grief The light, that traitor light It just left, even though it promised to stay It lied, knew it was a lie but that small part Buried down deep inside so wanted to believe the lie Wanted the light to stay forever But the light left and the shell crumbled Leaving the hope behind, stumbling blindly into the dark Exposed and all alone Screaming in the godless pain of being ripped apart Shattered because the light was the foundation The foundation that grew the hope Made the ...